Healing

There’s something in the day that intoxicates me. Enchanted in the forest of life and living, I make my own path, only to get lost in the end. What’s more beautiful? Journey? Destination? Never mind! Both are as complicated as my mind. Destruction is a form of healing and pain, the reflection of feelings. Living,…

Chaotic

I have always loved the chaos, seeking harmony and peace. The darkness surrounds me and I am lost, lost in the meaning and translation of so called life. Was I ever happy? Was it just an illusion? I don’t know. I look for the answers in the abysmal of questions. I hear my own voice…

Path

I have been walking on this path all alone for long. There are times I wish for company and sometimes, to quit yet I move on. I look behind to see the relics of past buried deep washed with blood and hate. How far have I come? A place where the cerulean sky meets the…

Turbulence

I am little vessel of sadness sailing through the turbulence of life. There have been multiple storms, some survived, some drowned. They haunt my nights now. They say, dreams are beautiful. Aren’t nightmares dreams too? The shiver, the panic, the lack of air, the choking, upfront with death. Isn’t that a beautiful nightmare? I wish…

Whether Weather

I remember the summers when it poured like the gods couldn’t contain their leak. Days I let myself soak it all in, like there was no choice, trying to morph it into happiness. It’s a feeling that keeps drifting, fickle as the princess on high walls who jumps from one floor to another in search…

Past

Why is it difficult to leave somebody behind and move on? Why do the past memories make into present? Aren’t they past for a reason? We look for a hope deep down; a false one to say the least. We hope for things to change and that hope destroys the very foundation. Past mistakes are…

Meetings

We meet new people everyday. Most of them temporary and few permanent, may be. We become mirrors eventually. You may not know me today but in few days, weeks or months, we could be best of friend and then, poof! None of us exist! But I’ll always carry a part of you with myself, whether…

Deeds

I’ve okayed so many things, things I should’ve said no to. A little more sugar for a tasteless tea,  and the family name, running in my blood stream. Things were never where they said they were, and I am responsible for it. That’s what they say. But today feels different.Today, I think about things I…

Alone

There’s this, there’s that! There’s love, pain and heartbreak. What’s this life? A collection of neglect, hope and fear. Everyday we fear being left alone. But what’s the harm in that? The world is fake as it’s  people. Loneliness is bliss, so is sanity!

Shadow

It is believed that humans are social animals and are depend on each other for survival. Why am I struggling all alone then? Why am I caged in the solitude of darkness all by myself? I remember the times when I was surrounded by people; sharing smiles, happiness and laughter with promises of forever. Those…